The · Real · Me

Just after posting that entry, I went to call my Master again. Someone answered...it wasn't Rhett...it was His father. He informed my loving, gentle, kind, caring Master was...dead. He died of a heart attack. I am lost without Him.... I am lost

I have been doing as I was told to do, and keeping up my walks. I went out the last two times with my camera. I have included a few of the pics on my flickr account:

http://www.flickr.com/photos/heavenlyone/

I'm trying to get rid of a headache, so I will talk to you guys later. That's all for now.

Love ~

Sheri

Assignment: I'm to write about everything I remember about my first teacher.

My first teacher's name was Miss Greenleaf. I knew her before I actually started school, because she lived in my neighborhood, as well as, having two brothers and a sister that also had her as their teacher. She was a rather thin lady, with short, dark, curly hair. She was about 5 foot 5 inches, but always wore heels with dress slacks and silk shirts. She was always sophisticatedly dressed. She wore soft, scented perfume. She was quite pleasant, but she had really long nails that my sister came up against. I remember she pecked her on the head with her nails and she still talks about it now. I don't think she ever forgave her. *hehe*

I did quite well, but there were only four girls in the entire class. One lived right below me. I only went to a very, very small school. This was before you were required to go to Kindergarten. It was a very small school I went to. The school name was Kitsonville Elementary School. I loved that school.
I was actually the only 1st grader to actually be allowed to sing in the school choir. I always enjoyed music and that was part of the musical influence in my life.

I think one of the biggest memories that sticks out is a show and tell we had. I took my favorite doll. I was kind of like a ragged anne doll, but it had brown hair and she was so pretty. One of the boys pulled her hair and it came off during recess. Then there were the boys. There was Dwayne Flannigan. He use to call me "Sheri Mickle Ate A Sour Pickle". Then there was Matthew Gaye. He was so cute. I had the biggest crush on him. I remember the first day he cried. He did that the next two or three years, too. *giggles*

My favorite thing was Halloween! We got to dress up and walk through the other schools. Which meant "road trip!" I dressed as a princess. It had this pink, plastic dress and a mask that you put over your face. To this day, Halloween is my favorite holiday. Then there was the stage performances. I had such stage fright that I...how embarrassing...peed on the stage. I was that scared. I had a line in the Christmas performance. I first stopped short and said my line, but I forgot to go to the mic, so I had to do it twice. I'm still not over my stage fright.

Mostly, my 1st grade teacher was lovely, but she had a temper. She still lives in the same place as before. I see her from time to time and she's just as pleasant for the most part. This is what I remember of my first teacher and class.

Hello everyone!

This one may be added to if I add more people to my journal. There is a reason I have kept the numbers small. It's not to offend anyone. It's just that, I don't always feel I can completely open up to everyone. Also, I am approving everyone added through someone else. I go to this person and ask if I may add this person or not. So, if someone that knows me as my other ID happens to find this journal, just know that it's not a personal insult or that I don't trust you. This journal is mostly the people that don't cause me to stress out, I feel I can say anything and they won't get upset at me, plus they are the only ones approved.

Kat has asked me to do a writing assignment. There will be more to follow. These are ways that she wants me to open up, as well as, to find a new method of expression. So, her first assignment is to say how I feel about everyone in my journal. I'm to say how I feel and why you're all in here. So, here we go. I will do a LJ cut. So, enjoy!

( RenHoek, aka Master )

( trinakat111, Kitty Kat )

( anatol, Justin )

( Kyoko, aka Mama! )

( devlin, Tanya )

One person not listed on my lj is my husband Chris. I definitely can't forget him. For he is one of the most gentle spirits I have ever met. He is so good to me. He is kind, gentle, loving, and a complete nut. He's got a good sense of humor, but don't tell him I said that! He may get cheekier! *giggles* On a serious note, he has been so supportive of me learning about my submissive side and is always willing to explore some of this lifestyle with me. He wants to try to find his Dom side, but I fear he'll force it just to please me. As I grow in my learning, I'm starting to wonder if people were right when they say you're either Dom, or you're not. I don't think he is, but he's very willing to experiment and let me explore freely.

These are just a few reasons I love you all. I consider myself very, very lucky to be in the company of such wonderful, loving friends. Collectively, I just want to say thank you for always being there for me and helping me to remain strong, happy, and truly blessed. Thank you so much everyone.

My sincere and devoted love ~

Sheri

Saturday was such a lovely day for both my husband and myself. I got up early and got ready to go out to meet my friend Adam (Oxide) and his wife, Cate. I didn't really sleep that well during the night, because I had cried myself to sleep. I have been homesick and several other reasons, which I will post in two posts. For now, I feel like talking about the positive. The day was filled with positives. I got to see Master, even if it was just for a little while before I left to meet them. I met up to get a ride to Greenwich with them. His wife is taking a class on how to make corsets. Which I find that to be so cool. I liked her immediately. She offered her hand and smiled so warmly. She is absolutely lovely.

When she went off to her class, we went to get a bite to eat. We grabbed a croissant and OJ. Then we sat down by the Cutty Sark and just chatted. Then we did a bit of sight seeing. Next time, I definitely have to take a camera. There were so many photo opportunities. Anyone that has been around me when I have a camera, knows I'm a photo whore. I take pictures left and right. Ah, I love digital cams!

Anyway, next we went around to the markets. That was great just browsing and chatting with Adam. It's really nice just to get out of the house, but to make a new friend, that's so wonderful. Adam and I sat in a cafe drinking a coke each, waiting to meet up with my husband. Then the three of us went to pick up Cate. From there, we went to have a lovely pub lunch. It was a fantastic day.

After they dropped us off by the Film Works Cinema, Chris and I went to see Pride & Prejudice. OMG! I so loved it! Yes, it's mostly a chick flick. There were like two guys in the place *giggles* Chris said it wasn't his type of film, but it was well acted and not that bad. It is my type exactly.

So, generally, it was a BIG, FUN day out and about. Good friends, food, and film! Woohoo!

When I got home, I had a fantastic talk to Master. We talked for like, two hours I believe! And then I got pounced! *mrowls!*

Love ~

Sheri

Today has been a day of such...mixed feelings and emotions. I had to get up at 4:30 am for a six hour marathon on www.krankit.com. I should have known the day was going to be bad. I woke an hour before my alarm. I went in to see if Master was on Crystal Palace or Demonic Lair, but nope He was still in bed. He had called off for the day (it was daytime in Australia) because He was so sick.

Anyway, got up after the alarm went off, which I pushed forward 10 extra sleepy minutes. I went on air, but twice during my show, my entire computer froze up, which is annoying because the reboots and waiting for scan disc. I told my husband about them and he bit my head off at the time. I let it go, though. Then I got into a fight with someone on Crystal Palace. He's on ignore now, so that drama is over, thanks to Kat. Then the Krankit server went down, which I tried for over an hour to get back on with no luck. Then I blue screened on my computer. Then my husband yelled at me twice after he got woke by the phone and then heard my music which he said was too loud. It was actually just that song. By this time, I was crying any upset, because I'm emotional right now anyway, because of the "monthly monster" coming to visit.

I was pouting around and Master was trying to cheer me up so hard. How guilty did I ever feel when He got sick and I was being such a brat. I was so mad at myself. I ended up talking to Him on the phone after He went to get cleaned up and such. I went for a shower, then called Him. A friend had talked me into making both our Monday's better. Chris woke up and I told him I was going. Then I went off to get ready.

I had a good time. It was relaxing. He and I met up just down from the train station and I got a big hug. From there, we went to pick up his car to go to the pub. It wasn't far, but he wanted to move it from where he had parked it that morning, to where his bosses spot is in front of where they work. His boss is gone all week. We had a nice pub lunch. He had a tuna baguette, I had a bacon and cheese one, both of us had diet pepsi. It was good food, chat, and laughs. It was lovely and just what I needed to bring my day back in line and a smile to my face.

So, that's really all for now. I'm home again and well pondering sleep soon. For now, take care!

Love ~

Sheri

Borrowed (or was that stole?) from lady_kyoko.  :)

 

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
secretsheri goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as angel.
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lady_kyoko gives you 19 milky white cherry-flavoured gumdrops.
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Hello my friends,

If you have been invited here, this means I want you to know the real me. Not the me that I try to hide from most. Not the one that is afraid to speak her mind. Not the one that tries to please everything. This is the real Sheri. If I have added you, please, I do ask that you don't share my new journal with anyone. This is my most private side that I have chose only a few special people to see.

Many times, I felt like in my old journal, celest1152, that I couldn't be myself. I was hiding that I am a submissive,that I enjoy being in the lifestyle, and that there was a brand new me developing. I am happily married, but I also have a Master. I have two fantastic men that make me very happy. Both are equally sexy, kind, gentle, loving, and spoil me like crazy!

So, this is me! Like me, hate me, I don't care. This is me! For now, this is all. I will write more later tonight. Take care all!

sheri